failed to see the sunrise after tonning with furryfish , ice , lux and eter .. damn .. was really great last night having been to a steamboat with joy and laughter juz that i didn't feel myself =/ oh well .. am i trying to avoid her ? or am i not ? i seriously dunnoe .. having fever now -___- due to the walk in the rain .. damn .. i'm seriously weak =x oh well .. my right ear is giving me trouble .. it hurts to the extent that i can't hear things sometime .. gg =.= wrote our wishes <> put in a bottle and threw it in the sea .. i wish all our wishes could come true .. and maybe i'll ever smile again =l