WoShiCloud

2009-02-19T11:25:00.000-08:00

what if 1 day i gotta kill the girl i love the most ?

2008-10-11T08:25:00.001-07:00

its always like now and then that i feel this way

but its okay since it was never meant to be

i shall forgive and forget and not scold anymore vulgarities !

time to SG back again , anyone wanna join me ? =D

2008-08-09T11:01:00.000-07:00

I'm Always A Sec Too Late A Min Too Far An Hour Too Fast

thats why i dun expect much out of you

its enough that u trust and come to me when u're bored

GOALS TO MEET :

WCG 2009 - Top 8 With Mi2
14/06/09 - ORD
Poly - To Get Into One So I Can At Least Get A Diploma

GOALS TO CONSIDER:

Everything In Which I Have Put And Tried And Yet To Succeed In

Lastly YES ! i'm back to my zibing days ! WIN !

2008-07-29T08:19:00.000-07:00

its ok i'm use to it

i'm not gonna be affected by it again

its ok i'm stupid

2008-02-29T08:23:00.000-08:00

rest in peace grandma ( 26/02/08 ) i'll miss u even thou i barely see u twice a year . its been so long since i last had tears flowing out of my eyes , trying to hold back , emotions running crazy . didn't even had the chance to celebrate cny with her dis year . was told that she's not able to come . bahhh .. wo bu ying gai hai bu fang shou .. :(

2008-02-01T02:59:00.000-08:00

well its been kind of a long time since i lost blogged .. life has been a dread for the past few mths but its kind of picking up now .. found lots of songs which i have been not able to for the last few years .. still haven't found the courage to do things which i wanted but not able to do so .. NS isn't really what u call a chalet == infact u can't call it a prison either .. its a disciplinary or what i rather call characteristic improvement programme that goes on for 2 yrs .. my character although its not really good yet , its better then b4 .. well i'm slightly fitter too ! its been 7 mths since i enlist .. haven't been in contact with my sec sch mates and stuff .. kind of miss them lol .. haven't been really a good friend to any of them oh well .. i still think i'm more suitable to be a loner .. zibiness lets u see lots of negative as well as positive traits of others not that i have the rights to judge others thou . been thinking of what i'm gonna do when i ORD , 1 and a 1/2 year to go . Poly ? Back To ITE ? Private ? Bah -__- I dun wanna be a useless person when i grow up . i know its kind of late to regret it but i still wanna give it a try afterall i was the 1 at fault playing and skipping sch all the while . Its kind of cool how NS makes u think of your future , i'm afraid to go on any further .. 2 yrs isn't a very long time afterall , i dun have any time to make my decisions .. "walk 1 step , count 1 step" - " boat reach bridge auto straight " tt was my way of living in the past , but i realise its not gonna help me survive in the future . even though i still hate making decisions and stuff , its time i need to make my own decisions , its my life , the path thats gonna accompany me for the next 20 or 25 yrs ( not that i'm gonna live that long ) . well another 10 mins to my "reunion dinner" . will blog another time in the near future i guess ! bye blog xD

to a certain some1 :
u're still the greatest friend ever : ) i love you xD

2007-09-22T09:12:00.000-07:00

k i shall be lazy and do 2 person at once !

1. (the person who tagged you is)

-tammy/cass

2. (your relationship with him/her is)

-friends/nuer <-- bad 1 LOL

3. (5 impressions you have of him/her)

tammy- wtf,sm,cute,outgoing,weird

cass- emo,ahlian,imba pig , loves to bite and pinch too !

4. (the most memorable thing he/she has done for you)

tammy-gave me dog biscuits and water :(

cass-taking care of me when i'm sick !

5. (the most memorable words he/she has said to you)

tammy- no idea ~~ she always have random thoughts -___-

cass- secretX !

6. (if he/she becomes your lover, you will)

tammy- G_G i'm gonna get sm all the way

cass- same with u too LOL

7. (if he/she becomes your lover, things he/she has to improve on will be)

tammy- i tink i need to improve on my own armor TT

cass- thicker skin for me !

8. (if he/she becomes your enemy, you will)

ktb!

9. (if he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be)

no idea lol i'm gd at making enemies !

10. (the most desirable thing you want to do for him/her now is)

tammy- stay happy ? and less stress about the team!

cass- to have more rest and eat more!

11. (your overall impression of him/her is)

tammy- gosu-ed

cass-nice!

12. (how you think people around you will feel about you)

gg i'm bm :(

13. (the characteristic you love about yourself is)

nth cuz i suck

14. (the characteristic you hate about yourself is)

typically everything!

15. (the most ideal person you want to be is)

i hope i'm not even born.

16. (for people that care and like you, say something to them)

mehh?

17. (pass this quiz to 10 people that you wish to know how they feel about you)

1. tammy 2. cass 3. shan 4. hui wen 5. lux 6. shaun 7. jb 8. yann 9. buddyx 10. caocao

(Who is no.6 having a relationship with?) currently single?

(Is no.9 a male or female?)female

(If no.7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing?) LOL i tink it'll be cool

(what is no.2 studying?) dun tink she's studying

(When was the last time you had a chat with no.3?) juz now!

(What kind of music does no.8 like?) rnb , well she loves clubbing.!

(Does no.1 have any siblings?) yeap!

(Will you woo no.3 ?) she's alrdy my gf <3

(How about no.7?) alrdy poke-ed !

(Is no.4 single?) nopx.attached

(What’s the surname of no.5?) Kwan

(What’s the hobby of no.4?) currently would be ktving and piano i guess oh yea shopping too

(Do no.5 and 9 get along well?) erm.. no idea lol

(Where is no.2 studying at?) not studying i guess

(Say something casual about no.1) Here All Boys What ! HAHAHA

(Have you tried developing feelings for no.8? ) == ...

(Where does no.9 lives?) serangoon

(What colour does no.4 like?) black ! purple !

(Are no.5 and 1 best friends?) yeap ! with ice too !

(Does no.7 like no.2?) HAHA JB U LIKE NT ?

(How did you get to know no.2?) thru caocao!

(Does no.1 have any pets?) i have no idea but she have lots of creepy crawlies!

(Is no.7 the sexiest person in the world?) SHURE .. VERY SEXY HAHAHA

k i'm done !

2007-05-05T10:37:00.000-07:00

looks like i gotta try and take things easy again .. i srsly hate losing == .. like a winning match and team mates gets complacent and den we lose .. srsly fucked up .. and yea i dunnoe wad am i now .. fucked up ==

2007-04-30T13:29:00.000-07:00

ppl tend to comment on many things whether indirectly or directly links to them

well i shld not let others affect me and juz trust my own intuition

<3.

2007-04-26T10:54:00.000-07:00

E\>

a picture means a thousand word

yea tts how i feel

sigh.

2007-04-13T15:19:00.001-07:00

lol u're making me wanna give it up once again .. when i juz belived in you thx alot

2007-04-10T18:45:00.000-07:00

keeping a false front is gd !

i'm sick ..

down and weak

fallen to the dead

2007-04-09T14:36:00.000-07:00

if i ever had a choice , i wish things would return back to as it is written on paper , simple and easy

i'm trying to hard to make it sound easy , to complicate stuff is my speciality
watching you with some other guy makes me crazy
well i got nth left to say and nth left to do

i'm just another souless body walking around

2007-04-08T14:05:00.000-07:00

zzz wad do i really want?

2007-04-07T11:37:00.000-07:00

i hate myself

i shld learn to keep my mouth shut unless asked a question

its bad to open my mouth !

/mute Cloud Ftw !

Cloudx`- is Now Known As CloudMute

=D

2007-04-04T21:08:00.000-07:00

xian zai hen xiang jian dao ni : )

ni jing jing de kao ze wo , ni chu wen rou de xiao rong

2007-04-03T11:08:00.000-07:00

overrun with mix emotions

i dunnoe wad am i feeling now

neither do i noe wad i'm expecting

well did i ever existed

juz feel like dying out of a sudden ==

2007-03-31T12:30:00.001-07:00

juz let me die ktb

2007-03-29T19:02:00.000-07:00

mehh i noe i make a sucky bf tts why i'm trying not to get into a r/s == !

been making loads of ppl emo rofl ==!

i suck as a friend too

G_G

2007-03-25T08:06:00.000-07:00

well if u guys have already fucking decided wads gonna be

stop making me do the xtra work __

i'm not fucking happy with exactly wad you guys wanna do

juz fuck off seriously

2007-03-24T09:40:00.001-07:00

if my presence makes it so difficult for u den lets juz forget about it

i dun wish to make things worst

2007-03-23T08:52:00.000-07:00

I Heart Youx ~

<3

2007-03-20T15:19:00.000-07:00

It Came As A Surprise

For I Never Seen It Coming

2007-03-19T09:14:00.000-07:00

Woot Feeling Better After Venting Everything Out At The Playground At BishanPark ..

Feels Good And Easy

Love Is Never Fair

Well My Appeal For Rp Failed

I Guess It Time To Go Army

Gives Me Time To Plan My Next Move !

2007-03-17T22:13:00.000-07:00

Lying Is The Most Fun A Girl Can Have Without Taking Her Clothes Off

Well Whats The Truth And Whats Not ? After All Words Are Juz Words .. No Actions Involved .. What You Say Might Change The Next Sec For Girls Are Flickle-Minded Stop Coming To Me Juz For The Sake Of Wanting Me To Accompany You .. I Have My Own Life .. I Have My Own Feelings .. I Hate To Be Misled .. Needless To Say Used

Well Seriously Fuck It == I'm Off Better With Games

2007-03-16T13:42:00.000-07:00

o_O cock up compx ( MYM ) LoL if they're so afraid of them losing why bother to let asians team join ? coolx ?

its been a boring week and yea i'm hard up on cash =( went for steamboat juz now with kelly jiayi merv joey ant lux ruby crea and fez .. lol going with them is totally fun and chilling.. having loads of fun out with them .. well yes .. regarding my issues its been solved .. no more baits .. its been more den like once lol == sadly to say i'm that stupid well yea infact i am no denying it

Wo De Xin Zao Yi Que Le Yi Ge Dong

2007-03-13T10:33:00.000-07:00

Well Basically Its A Boring Day .. Went For A Bball Session With Rev0's Peeps .. Which I Regretted For The Next Day I Woke Up With Hell Of A Bodyache = = Feeling Sick Now .. My Motivation For Training Dota After I Saw What Other Countries Wrote About Asians .. Man Who Do They Tink They Are ? LoL .. Bunch Of Craps = = Currently Playing MYM Compy .. Won The First Round Against A Russian Team .. Overall Their Coordinations Are Quite Gd .. Guess We Underestimated The Foreigners xD Time For Hardcore Training Sessions !

Looking For 5 v 5 Scrim - Leave A Msg On My Tagboard Or Email Me At Cloud_boi18@hotmail.com =D

Able To Play On GG Client Or Lancraft

Playing On Lan Is Available Too Juz That U Gotta Tell Me In Advance !

Wo De Xin Jue Le Yi Ge Dong =(

2007-03-10T10:29:00.000-08:00

Well Sadly To Say I Lost In The First Round Again But Hey I'm Not Disappointed .. We Did A Few Nice Engagments But Guess Its My Fault That We Lost ==

mehh its time to start training once again

even though i know its not only my faultx == well its cass's birthday today so here i am wishing u a HAPPY BIRTHDAY .. hope u enjoy yourself mehhh

I <3 Sara x !

2007-03-09T18:33:00.000-08:00

i feel better now at least =)

i would like to say to huiwen and tammy !

<3 u two !

For Those Of You Who Have Reach 18 Or Looks Like 18 =x And Loves Blood And Gore

Please Catch The Movie 300 , Highly Recommanded , Great Movie

Oh Well , Raiders Compy Later == Hope We Won't Do That Bad Considering The Fact That Our Team Is Buangx ... I Dun Wanna First Round Out Again == At Least Till Top 4 Or Something

I'm Walking Away
To Find A Better Life

Yup Appealed For Rp , The Only Poly In Which I Tink I'm Able To Enter :D
Wish Me Luck

Liang Zi Lian Ren - CaoGe

2007-03-07T09:59:00.000-08:00

yeap !

i shall be nice for once !

To Learn To Forgive And Forget !

Its Not Everyday I Do That Kays !

Forget U And Forgive Myself :)

*Yuan Lai Wo Ai Ni - Sara

Nice Song :D Ask Me For It On Msn If Any Of You Guys Wants It

2007-03-05T10:35:00.000-08:00

short post are gd =]

a walk to remember

yeap

a walk for life

yup

my pathway to hell :)

2007-03-05T07:35:00.000-08:00

i learn never to trust wad others say till i see it with my own eyes =D

see hear speak no evil !

2007-03-03T10:32:00.001-08:00

Confused

And

Clueless

2007-03-03T08:07:00.001-08:00

yeap i walk alone

i'm tired of hearing juz words

sue me =]

2007-03-01T22:46:00.000-08:00

words are juz words afterall

i have no more strength in me juz to continue walking alone

Saya NeeChan

2007-02-12T08:09:00.000-08:00

Time To Mia ~ !

Cya At End Of Mth :)

2007-02-10T11:11:00.000-08:00

its not as if i didn't noe but i fell for u anyway

i seriously hate myself

2007-02-08T11:00:00.000-08:00

shakugan no shana

to the 1 and only u

i love u

mehhh-

k time to mia .. emo period once again TT!

2007-02-04T11:06:00.000-08:00

ROAR i h8 u

ok i feel better lol .. been spending alot of time with my nuer and at imbally gosu hours like for example 12am ... 3am =_= oh well hQ compy has juz finish today .. the results of our team is horrible .. i'm actually quite disappointed with it .. i mean hey , where's all the commitment when to ? training are suppose to be like at 10 pm everyday or alternate days but no training ? .. i seriously dun wanna lose again .. its making me dulanz .. not the fact that we lost but u guys are making it sound as if its nth .. i mean why bother since i'm the only 1 whining that we have to train .. lost to xqr .. mistakes repeated .. why ? i mean like why ? zzz ... i really have to be an idiot to fall in love once again .. stupidest mistake i ever made but i guess dis only makes me resolve even further never to ever stick near her again .. its been really nerve racking over dis incident

its time to say goodbye to all the time i had

rf. <3cass`hQ

2007-01-15T08:39:00.000-08:00

its 1 week already and i'm still having a god damn fever ... mehhh i wanna go out =( .. sleeping and resting at home is of no fun ..

i would like to go out to meet you !

i would like to see you !

i would like to hold you !

i would like to kiss you !

i would like to of all sleep with u !

mehhh-

2007-01-10T04:44:00.000-08:00

In My Eyes There's Nth Better Den Being Here With You -

Sick TT" ... Feeling Awful ... Hope I'll Be Able To Get Well Soon Thou .. Its Not As If U're Here To Take Care Of Me Anymore ...

I Still Yearn For U

Say I'm Stupid But Thats Wad I'm

2007-01-06T12:50:00.000-08:00

mehhh - i find gals in stripes *HAWT*

Time To Start Training !

And Its Time To Start Looking For A SchooL !

Many Many Things To Do !

But I'm Lazy =(

Oh Well

Nyp And Rp Ftw !

Wish Me LuckZ !

<3 Shana

2007-01-01T09:59:00.000-08:00

mehhhh -

merry xmas

and

a

happy new year

xD xD xD

mehhhh-

its been sometime since i last blogged =p

2006-12-13T12:06:00.000-08:00

happy.

its been quite awhile since i blogged .. made some really close friends ... eg . clement , jb etc .
tonning sessions are once again held where we share our problems and happiness tgt .. to me , the past is my happiness not that i'm able to return back once again .. dis goes to show why ppl have to cherish wad they have b4 its all gone =] . oh well .. its time for me to mature and to let it all go .. i'll cherish the memories well enuff in my heart to keep me well and up ..

8/12/06

went cocoa-latte .. great place for clubbing .. dance floor was abit small thou .. pretty good environment .. drank tequila and wads tt beer called -____- homergarden ? oh wadever is that ain't impt .. didn't dance at all since i'm like more of drinker kind .. or rather i'm not sporting enuff lol since i ain't much of a dancer .. made more new friends .. oh yea cyn and jiayi are mads ! 2 crazy woman when clubbing .. lol wow can they dance .. winny was the hotter dance thou =P solar's friend is like imba .. the moment he came in , he was like already interacting with a gal .. the next moment .. wow another gal is in his arms lol .. closed ard 3am and we went to the nearby 7-11 to chill .. den cab back to clement grandma's hse ..

9/12/06

telok blanga compy .. mi2 was dq-ed juz for being late 5 mins .. wow imbally strict organiser ? anyway the coms dere are still as sucky as ever .. in which i'm referring to the telok blanga cc lanshop .. rural area .. made some new friends dere too .. its kind of funny how newbies ( not insulting them but referring to them as new players ) tend to get very excited when they get a double kill or more .. lol anyway won the first round .. was pretty much easy .. went to eat and went down to egames to meet up with jb , leng and jonathan . shan came awhile later and then we left to eat tao huey .. they got gd tao huey at parklane dere u noe =P anyway went to ton at clement's grandma hse again .. dis time with jb , willy and shan . jb and willy both were emo thou =( .. anyway went to watch "vcd" and shan went to the room to sleep. LOL willy and jb u're 2 are like exposed ! fell asleep awhile later ..

10/12/06

2nd day of the telok blanga compy .. both xqr (clement's) and gemiga ( my team ) won .. which meanz we meet each other T_T the top 4 are all out .. comprising of xqr , gemiga , team.afk and armita .. team armita is friends of some of my team mate in which we sort of like team up and share the prize money . resulting in gemiga walking over xqr and team armita > team.afk . the prize money of a total of 450 is shared among 15 of us lol .. 30 for each ! but hey its like free money for all xD went to eat at my aunty's store .. my dad was dere to pick me up and dis time clement came over to my hse to ton .. lol actually he had other reasons =_= lol anyway he fall asleep and he snores ! imbally noisy .. suxs2beme !

11/12/06

woke up in the noon .. decided to have dinner at j8 but jb called and spoil our plans ! jb is n00b .. got time to tmm but he wans us to accompany him with a certain "ahem" went down to PS to meet him and her . had dinner at foodcourt and went down to egames . played 2 games of inhse v5.84c its been a long time since i touched tt map ! its kind of fun thou lol jokes .. and after a boring day .. its time to go home !

12/12/06

clement and shan has flown off .. brisbane and melbourne respectively
will miss u both <3 !
come back soon

christmas is coming soon .. kinda need to save money for presents .. damn i kind of like my old character better since i didn't really care about buying presents =X oh well .. ppl tend to change .. and i'm changing .. not for the worst i hope .. oh yea dyed my hair to violet red .. uneven tone since my hair parting is not always the same TT .. kinda look like a pai kia now if i'm in a bad mood =( .. my mum's in a generous mood all of a sudden .. gave me money .. brought me a new fone (w850i sony ericsson) ! wow wonder's wad with all dis out of a sudden .. althought things have been going well for me .. some of my friends are in the dump .. hope they could solve their problems soon thou .. bgr problems are troublesome ! forget to post about dis thou ..

06/06/12
HAPPY BIRTHDAY LUX - 20

12/12/06
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUSICA - 16

hope u 2 guys are doing well ! gd luck in wadever u do xD and continue winning in dota compys !

2006-11-06T22:29:00.000-08:00

yea i never learn to treasure things till its gone

2006-10-29T10:13:00.000-08:00

You Are The Key To My Heart <3

2006-10-08T15:49:00.000-07:00

i want to protect u and your fading smile

2006-10-06T12:58:00.000-07:00

i wish there is something to make me forget u

i'm emo-ed =[

2006-10-01T12:19:00.000-07:00

it seems to me that my existence is a burden to u

let me disappear for all that meanz ~

2006-09-27T10:55:00.000-07:00

i'm juz glad u're happy .. holding back wad i was suppose to tell u was actually a blessing in disguise ... and that place will soon become 1 of my home xD to sit dere with a nice view dreaming ~

2006-09-12T10:08:00.000-07:00

mei you ni de mei yi tian

xin fu li wo hao yao yuan

T_T

2006-09-08T10:19:00.000-07:00

its ironic how things happen the way they are suppose to happen -_-

a few more days till my birthday .. to others a birthday is something that they yearn to come .. to celebrate with their friends family etc .. while on the other hand for me .. i juz hope that the day doesn't come .. cuz she's the only person to celebrate it for me for the past 3 years .. now thats she's gone .. i rather not celebrate it ..

oh well .. wgt is kind of unexpected .. all the favourites are like knock-ed out early .. zenith , mi2 etc . FLS ftw ! rofl .. tts my team =) consisting of FurryFish Aka Tammy , Jo3 Aka Joe , Kel'Thuzard Aka Kelbro , CaoCao As CaoCao And Leonz As Leonz .. even thou we lost but i had fun with u guys =D

and yesterday 07/09/06 was my last day at tamp ITE .. i quitted sch already xD .. kind of bored dere .. though i made some nice friends like kiat , jimmy , jc , candy whom i dun really talk to ? but she's a nice gal thou @@ .. kiat's my first friend whom i made in sch .. 2 of us were the latest to be admitted thus it kind of like fate =P oh well .. i'll miss the time i had with them .. friendship is gradually getting more important to me =( miss the time when i'm juz a loner and does not need any companionship .. bah .. relationship makes me weak not that i regret it thou =] it makes me into a whole new person juz that i hate interacting still =X hehehehss ....

its time to go mia .. i'm like getting emo-ed =.= ... i seriously miss u T_T

hi tammy long enuff ? xD

2006-09-01T11:34:00.000-07:00

everything is a stupid mistake zZz

2006-08-16T11:44:00.000-07:00

zzzz fucked up feeling ... nbz -.- ... emo-ed .. k dulanz ... wadever ... bah ... life suxs -___- i hate u .. u hate me ... k lets hate ... hate hate hate hate hate hate hate ... wcg is over ... lost to zenith .. not as if i dunnoe we will lose ... commitment ? for the last 2 weeks ? no way man .. other things are much more important ? yea .. i noe its kind of demoralising that we're in the same bracket line up with a strong team ... so wad ? if we put up a gd fight and lose ? i still dun mind .. its like completely 1 sided ? simi lj .. after losing capl already to a unknown team still not remoseful .. k nvmx ... disband already .. its time to find a team that is willing to commit themselves ... mi2 is a gd example of 1 team that is commited .. and their hardwork pays off .. congrats to them being crowned the champions of Asian World Cybergaming ... hyprocites ? yea .. there's load of them everywhere .. i can't belive wad i'm seeing and hearing -_- totally different things ? k fuck off .. i dun need any of u in my life k .. i'm use to being a loner .. juz that i need a fucking mp3 .. cbs .. wadever -_- promises were meant to be broken so break more k ? __

2006-08-06T10:23:00.000-07:00

oO nth like a few tv shows to bring me back to reality .. maybe its time to stop living in denial and come back to earth ... anyway been tinking back the past few years and guess wad i did was most regretful and stupid .. oh well .. no use crying over spill milk as the saying goes .. wad done is done it can't be undone .. its time to start a new chapter on life xD .. no more whining about the past .. the past is the past only the memories will stay behind .. right here ... right in my heart .. deep down ... hidden a secret .. <3 i guess i really do miss u .. rofl .. no use trying to deny it .. u're still the 1 i really <3 ! gd nitex my little one <3

2006-07-22T12:27:00.000-07:00

boring staying at home ... and omfg .. my expenses is like jumping higher -___-" muz camp at home le lorz ... sch's starting dis monday .. gotta go back to jail .. =.=! pon sch ftw ? weeeezzzz ... lots of issues happening and its like giving me a headache .. too much info to store or ? went ktv with lux , fez , shan , judy , sherica , demonking , lei , hiro .. hiro and lux both of them sing some nice or ? hao xian mu #_# .... learn some cantonese songs ... wee ... nice ! si xing bu gai was the first song lux intro to me ! anyway .. gonna post a song lyric up here .. the song title is " 好心好报 " feel free to ask me the song if u wan xD .. tts about it i guess .. go out le xD bai bai !

落力为你好得不到分数
你决定要跟他日后同步
他不懂爱惜你我乐意操劳
还看着你看你在悬崖走路
他却放下你只照顾自己
我这片苦心无人赞美
还不敢开口不能妒忌
对你好无人稀罕我好
无人欣赏我好
原来你习惯他一套
从来没有爱我看得清楚我知道
不必得到不妨陪衬但愿为你好
好明明比他更好旁人都知我好
为何你又与他拥抱来磨练我
我信有好心得好报
好人似我问谁做到

是受罪也好听听你哭诉
你说难过总比分手更好
你说几多的女主角也受过煎熬
情况坏到你信任来年一日
他答应做到统统都做到
我也似你的无从劝告
宁愿牺牲都不愿却步
虽然这秒时辰未到

我太好无人珍惜我好
无人喜欢我好
原来要学会他一套
从来没有吻过记得清楚我知道
不必得到不妨陪衬但愿为你好
好明明比他更好旁人都知我好
无人爱慕我忍得到
仍然相信我会有天终于等到
可能你有日会知道

2006-07-20T11:49:00.000-07:00

oO life is a bore staying at home everyday stoning infront of the computer -_- like some lifeless nerd .. infact or rather term as a geek T_T duhhzzz ... juz brought 400 epoints .. started a new o2jam acc ! anyone wanna play o2jam with me ? xD rofl .. its a nice game but some ppl may find it boring .. same old pressing the key stuff ... my daily life routine during the holidays are sleep .. wake up .. wash up .. on the com .. start gaming ... game ... game .... game ... bathe ... game ... game ... game ... dinner ... game ... game ... game ... rofl =x so am i lifeless or wad ? maybe its time to jio some friends out or ? but jio them out le still go where ? lanshop lor T_T ... den start to game again rofl ... anyone has a new hobby that is relatively cheap and easy ? dun mind intro me or ? holidays are coming to an end .. sch's starting on the 24th july not that as if i would go .. lessons for me are only in the morning even though my scheduled timetable is like from 8.30am - 5.30 pm .. going to sch is nerd -_- going to a sch in which i dun even bother to do anything and interact .. rofl ... can't wait to get my ipod soon T_T so that i can get back to being introvert .. can't be bothered replying them ~.~ ... i'm lazy you noe .. time for bed i guess ... need to stop being a midnight owl .. *hoot hoot* sch suxs ! gaming ftw ! anyway WCG is coming soon xD .. gonna take part in it ! come support me or ! =x not as if we'll win anyway lalalas ~ k i sound gay .. tsk tsk .. muz be more man ! ROAR ! lol .. crapp-ed .. night time is always a time for crap
-__-" muz have got infected by a certain "someone" ... woot hope tt "someone" won't swat me with a broom the next time =x tatas ! sleep ftw !

sAc.Cloud-
WoShiCloud
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CaBz.Cloud-
CaLz.PaPa- <-- ROFL PS* tammy dun bite me or !

2006-07-18T10:54:00.000-07:00

oO i guess i got rid of wadever feelings and thoughts in which i was like abit hesitating and confused about after a talk with a friend in which i will not name ! oh well ... its cool .. i'm fine and everything else too ! woot ... foOoOoOoOoOoOoo ... say say say ... rofl :X

2006-07-16T07:21:00.000-07:00

holidays woot -_- 3 weeks only and 2 weeks has gone by rofl ... anyway capl season summer is here o_O manage to got into top 2 for the week ... wee ... expenses are like going up -___-" lan fee some gosuly ex ... kill me or ? anyway been having fun hanging out with my usual dota bunch xD great buddies ! sP WCG was kinda funny ... noob kh died to tower like twice in a row and the same way too ? rofl .. the audience were like luffing or ... anyway wanted to meet Wenz but like i saw her and she didn't see me ? some sad or ? lol ... some recent events are like making me emo T_T ... saw things which like made me dulanz and unhappy at the same time ... like reminds me of somethings which i dun wanna remember but oh well its the past no point pondering over wad already has happen ... omg and sherica u still owe me prata ! jiayi owes me dao huey and prata too ! woo hooo ... when like u 2 nabs gonna treat me ? :X ... @corner compy has already started .. played my first match today ... LM mode and we had a harder time winning sentinal den scrourge ? wdf ... i kind of thought sentinals was imba-ed ... maybe i'm like wrong den ...

it makes me tink if dis was what i wanted ..
nevertheless i feel at ease knowning that dis is wat u wan

2006-06-13T09:28:00.000-07:00

juz came back from my cousin yi ling wedding or ? some gosu wedding .. damn grand or ? -_- dyed my hair .. k .. look like ah beng n0w or ? rofl .. wadever .. seriously i'm sick of my life .. woot all the pant up fustration in me .. gonna like let it go in 1 shot liao .. fuck sch k ? -_- dulanz or ? i live the way i wan to for dis is my life .. my present and my future .. if i suffer so be it .. its not like u're gonna suffer with me or ? __!

2006-05-16T10:09:00.000-07:00

wei she mo shang hai de ren que you wei ai fen zhang
xuan shi de chi bang zhan man yuan ben xin fu de qi fen
wo you wo de guo cuo wo you wo de yu huo
chang zai mian dui mian de zhe mo bei hou

2006-05-12T08:06:00.000-07:00

missing you i'm missing you ....

rofl sch is like some noob ? suxs2beme thou -_- farking long journey to sch .. anyway capl top 8 tml T_T all 3 mvp teams qualified .. gosu or ? met up with hui wen .. went dinner with her , chatted .. she's some lame =x yea but thats how i remember she is to be .. kept scolding me an arsehole thou =( rofl ... oh well ... bladdy headache -__- headache > cloud or ? nitex ~.~

2006-05-03T07:21:00.000-07:00

o_o starting sch next monday 8/05/06 .. bored or ? at least dis way i no need go ns first - -)" tio pes A simi lj -.- .. been tinking of stuff dis few days .. did i really decide on the right things ? i'm like getting sick of dis stuff but it keeps coming back .. nevertheless dere's still people like tammyfied , shanified , jiayified , luxified etc that i can share with .. great people =D i'm feeling blessed that i ever noe them .. oh well currently started back competitive dota again .. in mvp t2 consisting of shoury , merv , fez , owniee and me ..lets hope we can get higher achivements ..

it'll stay a mystery always
till i ever know wad u're thinking about

2006-04-11T10:49:00.000-07:00

great win by CaLz o_o was pretty impressed by how much they improved .. maybe i shld juz like take back my words ? =x rofl ... anyway .. went to ton at nus yesterday ? kena pwned by tammy ? she deprived me of my dinner and sleep , makes me walk .. and ate 3/4 of my biscuits b4 giving the rest to me =( but the university hall is pretty gosu .. for those that wanna study .. anyway the thing is .. tammy is siao char bo ! juz becuz her friend doesn't wanna buy her lunch she turns to whack me ? no manners or ? rofl ... imma gonna suan her like siao in dis post ... ! i'm gosu-ely tired already =.= guess i'll be blogging till here .. xD

2006-04-09T21:21:00.000-07:00

jiu ying wei shi ni rang wo jing bu zhi jing , zhe ya wei ni ..

2006-04-07T13:48:00.000-07:00

o_o imma getting pwned =( fuxor

2006-04-07T12:05:00.000-07:00

would juz like to say a sry to CaLz for flopping in their game ~.~

2006-04-06T19:21:00.000-07:00

o_o wad i juz wanna say is that wadever i say may have 2 meanings to it cuz i'm gosu !

2006-04-05T13:08:00.000-07:00

hmm .. wad shld i say ? that i'm becoming more haolianish ? xD rofl .. but i guess it doesn't matter since its in game only .. but gotta say sry to nic. and co for demorlising your team ? didn't mean too though =.= i guess bm juz got the better of me =x sry ! but u guys didn't do too bad juz need a little more of your wardings .. will do fine .. gd luck to calz too .. u gals are doing great .. work on the emo part thou xD

2006-04-01T11:55:00.000-08:00

maybe wad i thought was the best for u was infact the worst for u .. but i guess i made things worst .. if wad i did affected your opinions on me den i guess i'm sry .. but in any other way .. i would juz like to apologise ..

2006-03-28T13:58:00.000-08:00

its juz me and me and me alone .. all the fault lies in me ... gee i'm a jinx xD stay away from me k ? thx

2006-03-19T08:20:00.000-08:00

am i ... for u ... ? i dun wanna cuz u're someone important to me ..

the dreams i had are getting out of hands

reality has given me nothing but depression

but thx to tammy and ice

i feel i could still hold on

ice and tammy ftw <3

2006-03-14T13:15:00.000-08:00

someone to hug and hold is that too much to ask for ?

2006-03-06T21:41:00.000-08:00

once bitten twice shy
the saying goes
but yet dis is the third time already
why am i so gullible as to belive in u once again ?

2006-03-03T14:15:00.000-08:00

doubts are always cleared when u're drunk
to you i'm always someone that u could find when you're down
wad about the other way round ?
thx i get the idea and i'm done with it

2006-03-02T14:03:00.000-08:00

omfg ! -.- shock ? happy ? disappointed ?

k cloud was owned again ~.~

2006-02-26T11:27:00.000-08:00

ai qing de ji shi zha dan kuai bao zha
wo de wei qu ni xiao de ma
dang ni fu mo wo de tou fa
wo you wei ni xin tiao shi xia

2006-02-25T11:37:00.000-08:00

out of a sudden i'm becoming emotional O.O omg , i dun wanna be emotional ! it suxs for goodness sake -____-"

Fool Again - WestLife

when i'm missing you - A1

Ji Shi Zha Dan - Kelly

Cai Hong Tian Tang - Liu Geng Hong

WoShiCloud*~
I'm So Scare Of Letting Go ~

2006-02-22T12:58:00.000-08:00

wo . yao . de . shi . she .mo

wo . zi . ji . ye . bu . zhi. dao

dan . yuan . shi . jian . neng . gei . wo . yi . ge . da . fu

rang . wo . bu . yong . zai . wei . chi . shi

gan . dao . na . me . fan

2006-02-22T12:51:00.000-08:00

i was in a world of my own refusing or rather couldn't come back to reality till someone hit me hard on the head with a sentence ... wads your position .. i guess that made me tink alot clearer .. xD ty for bringing me back to reality "someone" ^^

WoShiCloud*~
A Loner And Always Be xD

o.o!

2006-02-20T23:53:00.000-08:00

oO haven't been blogging for awhile ... guess i was kind of lazy -____- i'm turning nocturnal .... sleeping at 9 in the morning and waking up at 5 in the evening rofl .. oh well life have been alright .. as in there isn't any complication in life ... but abit no life la .. everyday wake up bathe go lanshop rofl .. also been rebelling my parents xD going home in the wee morning .. anyway got stm -___- so its like i forget wad i have been doing for the past 1 week .... rofl thats why i keep a blog i guess to remind me of wad i did .. a few things are getting complicated in which i thing will lead to something disasterous happening to me again T_T thats why i say i need my mp3 with me ~ ! -c0nFuseD- anyone able to tell me wad to do ~.~!

WoShiCloud*~
life has never been so easy till i met u x)

for the bestest gf x)

2006-02-01T13:33:00.000-08:00

heads or tails , true or false .. ? i'm seriously in a state of dilemma where everything is making me go into a state of frenzy .. nutty ~ =.= oh well .. letz just say i'm lucky to have a gd gf =.=! she shares almost everything with me .. gosu gf =x and if she's reading dis .. i would juz like to thank her for about everything she has done for me xD

2006-01-26T14:18:00.000-08:00

wo men gou gou shou , ru guo yu jian gen hao de ren , yi ding yao gen qian jiu , yong gan qu zui qiu

2006-01-24T09:41:00.000-08:00

farking lao cb .. can't u guys even gimme some peace ? whole day kpkb buay sian ? knn ..

2006-01-21T08:34:00.001-08:00

the feeling of dread still comes upon me .. i feel farking insecure .. wtf __ i dun wanna tink so much anymore zZzZzZzZz if not my pms will come again

2006-01-16T11:38:00.000-08:00

hao xiang zhi dao ni de yi bai fen hui gei zhen yang de ren

to tink that wad i say

makes a difference

in the ending

of a story

oh well

too bad

sigh

Good Game

waiting was

always

an

option

for

me

x)

2006-01-12T10:11:00.000-08:00

i

miss

you

hais

when

will

we

ever

return

back

to

where

we

started

2006-01-11T09:35:00.000-08:00

everytime god gave me a chance but i took little of it .. and when the time came when i wanted to make use of it .. it was gone .. too late for regrets u might say .. but wad if the chance i took made the distance further ? oO and i'm seriously getting pms over everything around me .. great eh ? -_-
gtg see a doctor later .. hope it isn't anything serious ~.~ like needing to go to the hospital for checkup once again -.-" damn .. i'm gosu .. my body is weak like nobody's buisness ... lolz oh well .. its my life i'll live it dis way x)

-WoShiCloud*~

2006-01-10T05:38:00.000-08:00

failed to see the sunrise after tonning with furryfish , ice , lux and eter .. damn .. was really great last night having been to a steamboat with joy and laughter juz that i didn't feel myself =/ oh well .. am i trying to avoid her ? or am i not ? i seriously dunnoe .. having fever now -___- due to the walk in the rain .. damn .. i'm seriously weak =x oh well .. my right ear is giving me trouble .. it hurts to the extent that i can't hear things sometime .. gg =.= wrote our wishes <> put in a bottle and threw it in the sea .. i wish all our wishes could come true .. and maybe i'll ever smile again =l

2006-01-08T06:37:00.000-08:00

yes i'm tired of being mr nice guy oO
why the fuck do i always have to be the person that takes all the blame and people's temper ? i dun have one ? well we shall soon see ^^"
__™ tts for all of u out dere -___- i dun give a fucking bullshit to anyone now

2006-01-07T04:46:00.000-08:00

oO i failed once again
Oo i got pawned
oO yet i can't let go
Oo Good Game
oO WoShiCloud*~
Oo Was
oO Pawned
Oo By
oO "Someone"
Oo For
oO An
Oo Extra
oO Lifetime
Oo WoShiCloud (17+)
oO Will
Oo Not
Oo Revive
oO Anymore

2006-01-04T00:47:00.000-08:00

yay i'm gullible or wadever u spell it and oh yes ... i'm returning to my old self already =D not that i'm proud of my every sentence vulgarities spitting self ^^" with that i broke my promise to someone again of not sprouting vulgarities oO but i seriously dun care either ~.~ LoLz ~ GG

PMS IS HERE TO STAY

CLOUDY CLOUDY HERE TO STAY

wee =.=

2006-01-03T15:24:00.000-08:00

anyone that is able to stay out late or stay overnight plz tell me
i seriously hope to get back to that "special" place once again

-WoShiCloud*~

2006-01-03T15:22:00.000-08:00

time and time again i decide to let it go
but i find myself holding back
to try and find the trust i felt
to get back the confidence i once had
but to no avail
i lost it all
to whom
i dunnoe
for wad
i dunnoe either
as everyone said
its not the end
but juz a beginning
i wan a beginning
not an end
not a new beginning

^-^

2006-01-01T23:03:00.000-08:00

oO with memories of the past , comes my problems of the present .. thus without memories , there would be no problems .. oO .. crap ? oh well .. i'm seriously very tired with everything .. i would currently juz like to revert back to my own introvert self .. dis way i won't feel inferior to anyone neither do i have to tink about wad others have to say .. dao ? act cool oO ? wadever ~.~ its not any of my problems anyway .. say wadever u guys like ^^ i give up

o.o

2005-12-23T14:38:00.000-08:00

a new blog which represent a new beginning .. christmas is juz like tml .. and i finally .. ahem =x LOL ! wat were all of u tinking o.o ? nublets ~.~
anyway .. life has been pretty eventful lately , gathering with my bunch of kpl friends aka my year bball group consisting of ppl like aaron , dave , xuan yu , terence , adrian , jonathan , jason , wee kok , jing xuan .. i miss the time we spent together ... chalets , ton outs .. great memories =] oh well ... all gd times have to pass but the memories stay on .. all we can do now is to have a gathering from time to time ... gonna ton later on T.T anyone wanna come down ? =D Parklane Headquaters =] feel free to call or sms me for more info =p ciaos ~